last thing on my mind…
sleepless,
though these eyes
are
restless…
thinking of you
makes me cry-
almost die…
my heart
for sure
will miss u…
jealous,
though it’s not right
to fall for
you;
to wish that you’ll
love me too;
to seek for that
tender
touch
and kisses
emptiness
is what’s deep inside…
though my
world’s
full of love
am still uncontented;
wanna beg
for those
eyes
to seek me;
those arms
to hold me
stupidity?
well maybe,
but i don’t consider
this
as one;
would it be
a huge mistake
to look at you
and be in love
once more?
these tears
won’t be enough
to express the
pain
of loosing you
sooner than now…
i pretended
i don’t love
you
yet everything
is baloney…
foolish
is what i am
because of
letting you
go..
but it’s a lot easier
than to let you know
how i
loved you
now…
yes.. i loved you now…
but you
should not know
it
not now,
not ever..
better to be like this
than express these
thoughts
and be hurt
forever…
due to guilt
due to
emptiness
due to every pain
that this world
could give
me…
–eyes of sorrow–
07:41 (050905)
thanks for your comments…
i was able to buy vcd’s of sex and the city season 1,2 and 6… i haven’t seen the season 3 and 5 and that’s what im looking forward to do as soon as i get there…i wished i could use kris dvd’s…however my player is for vcd’s only…JOLOGS NO? he he he…see yah gurl…
nekie said this on May 10, 2005 at 1:19 am
hehhe…
u mean ronald as in your team leader? cool nga…
well…i think its normal to like someone…dont worry lilipas din yan…hehehe…
maybe gerard need to do something spicy…ya know what i mean…he he he…
nekie said this on May 11, 2005 at 3:54 am