starting anew…
i must forget everything about my bestfriend..
so here i am, learning to move on.. all alone.. i must forget her.. my so-called sister; my soul for years.
i loved her so (i hope she can read this); but it will just hurt me more if she makes me become stupid because of what she’s doing. i would love to help, but she can’t even help herself, not to mention the changes she’s into now. i hate the fact that i have to leave her hanging alone, but i really have to, before i forget who i really am to her.
forget the topic.
i’m looking for a new bestfriend now, but the trauma is still here.. i guess i can’t move on anymore, but i hope i’m wrong. i’m trying to look for the right one, and God was so good, He keeps on giving me light for this one.
I hope Honnelyn Diamante’s the one best friend and sister that I’m looking for….
Wish me luck… =)
Hey there, just to let you know, I’m in the same roller coaster ride right now. Well, what can I say? Happiness doesn’t just happen, you have to make a decision. “If you want to be happy, be” -Leo Tolstoy
Hebrew said this on June 15, 2006 at 9:13 pm
Ha?!!! Exactly what’s happening to me now, girl. I’ve been living with my bestfriend since college for so long a time. Now we’re drifting apart. And I found myself clueless of how it happened.So I decided to pick my broken pieces together and ask God to mend it and to give me directions. Ang answer? We need time away while I’m still whole. Nakarelate ako,girl.Yung goodtimes kasi mahirap kalimutan.Alam ni Honey lahat yun. I wish I had you join us kanina nung nagbreakfast kami.I found peace when I asked God for answers (at talagang kailangan pang pumunta sa Prayer Mountain sa Antipolo) and Honey never failed to comfort me (sila ni Louise).
Our relationships does not define us. I’ve learned to love myself na matapos kung tanggapin that some good things never really last. Just don’t burn bridges at wag maging bitter. It can be a breeding ground for something worst.
Keep smiling!
Darlene said this on June 19, 2006 at 8:03 am
@June Hebrew
I’m so sorry to know that you’re having the same issue as mine. Thanks for the advise.. Don’t worry, I’ll try my best to move on even Sherry Lou’s not around anymore. It just hurt so bad when I’m thinking of those days when we’re still together and those things that had happen that made our friendship die.. As for you, I know you still got good friends around, sooo.. always be the same kuya June we’ve known, ayt? God Bless You! And thank you again… =)
@ Darlene;
You’re too lucky you got Louise and Honey with you. I know how good these girls are. Haven’t thought of becoming close even to Honey, since Honey is sooo snobbish… (well, serious type, maybe) But I’m happy to know that she’s just being what she should be, and I’m so happy because she’s very supportive as well (though palaaway sa bf nya, hahaha!)
Hoping I can have breakfast with you guys soon. =) Thanks po sa advise! =) Good day!
- jULyAngEL - said this on June 20, 2006 at 6:49 am