~jULyAnGeL wiTh nO hALo~

to my long lost sister, best friend, classmate, whatever…

you know my angst on you.  but you seemed as though you don’t care at all.  i’ve been thru ups and downs myself, thinking about how to save your ass as well as mine.  i’ve been thinking of sooo many damn ways just to reclaim my trust for you, but i guess it’s all broken into pieces now.

you know what your faults are, but you never did say sorry….

though i’m now soooo frustrated because of you, i can still feel inside me that no one can ever replace you in my heart…

YOU’RE STILL MY FUCKIN’ BITCH BESTFRIEND I’VE LOVED FOR SO MANY DAMN YEARS!!!!!

i’m not saying this for you to think that i’ve already forgiven you.  i know that you know me already, and there should be no more words between the 2 of us…  i know how to forgive, yet i seldom forget, but for you…

I’LL JUST DAMN FORGET EVERYTHING….

i’m so goddamn tired of thinking about our friendship that had came to an end already…. i’m letting go of you now, but always fuckin’ remember…..

NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE, WHATEVER YOU’RE DOING, WHATEVER MAKES YOU DAMN BUSY RIGHT NOW….

I…  MISS… YOU….

see you around in hell… >o^^o<

~ by julyangel11 on October 4, 2006.